This song from the new album of the Foo Fighters does express me deeply. Summer moved on (just like Aha say in their tune) and I'm still standing here. Yet again.
I have a crazy heartbeat, and though I know I did my best, I guess sometimes that's not enough, is it? But how can you concentrate on anything, when you are actually waiting for a call, a message, a sign. All I'm asking here is "give me something to keep me going" and I get nothing.
Well I had 3 problems this summer.
The 1st one ended not well. But it is an end nevertheless. I came, I saw, I cried, I'm moving on.
The 2nd one, is a few hours from being over. The pain and the torture. So, be gone already. Go and say nothing. I said it all anyway for both of us. I expressed it all and I'm here, my cover is blown and yet you're standing still. Men these days. They just ... stand there. Doing nothing. Chickening out. You think dear that is was easy for me to say? Like hell it was! I'm embarrassed but I did well. First things first. I need you to leave! Then I need some time to heal. Then move on. So this isn't over yet I guess...
The 3rd one, well, that was a story that had paused. I knew that it would come back to haunt me some day. And the day has come indeed. Now, I'll have to survive through it again .
I am lost. I am down on my knees and I'm begging the universe: PLEASE give me something to keep me going....
Till then, I'm letting Foo Fighters say it on my part.
I have a crazy heartbeat, and though I know I did my best, I guess sometimes that's not enough, is it? But how can you concentrate on anything, when you are actually waiting for a call, a message, a sign. All I'm asking here is "give me something to keep me going" and I get nothing.
Well I had 3 problems this summer.
The 1st one ended not well. But it is an end nevertheless. I came, I saw, I cried, I'm moving on.
The 2nd one, is a few hours from being over. The pain and the torture. So, be gone already. Go and say nothing. I said it all anyway for both of us. I expressed it all and I'm here, my cover is blown and yet you're standing still. Men these days. They just ... stand there. Doing nothing. Chickening out. You think dear that is was easy for me to say? Like hell it was! I'm embarrassed but I did well. First things first. I need you to leave! Then I need some time to heal. Then move on. So this isn't over yet I guess...
The 3rd one, well, that was a story that had paused. I knew that it would come back to haunt me some day. And the day has come indeed. Now, I'll have to survive through it again .
I am lost. I am down on my knees and I'm begging the universe: PLEASE give me something to keep me going....
Till then, I'm letting Foo Fighters say it on my part.
I should have known,
That it would end this way,
I should have known,
There was no other way,
Didn't hear your warning,
Damn my heart gone deaf.
I should have known,
I've been here before,
I should have known,
Don't want it anymore,
Though I cannot forgive you yet,
No I cannot forgive you yet,
You leave my heart in debt

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