Well, I feel so angry these days....
Honestly, my head, my body, my whole existance is stressed from the anger inside.
It is twisting my guts, I feel like throwing up, I feel like giving a punch, or even hit my head on a wall. Maybe this will release me.
The worst part of being angry, is being angry about something that you do NOT wanna share.
I mean you are angry, so why can't just people leave alone? The minute they see something's wrong, they stick their noses and try to find out what it is...Jesus, you can't help me, I don't wanna share, so just let me be.
I mean you are angry, so why can't just people leave alone? The minute they see something's wrong, they stick their noses and try to find out what it is...Jesus, you can't help me, I don't wanna share, so just let me be.
I'm angry, I'm upset, I'm angry, I'm upset and so on...And since I don't want the concern, I also have to fake a happy attitude in front of everyone else. That is so tiring. Oh God, I feel so tired. I just wanna yell and be angry. But what if the object of your anger is never present?? Yes, indeed, it's not ever present. You keep hearing and learning that it was just here, but you just happened to leave for a sec, and it is gone again...So you can't be angry at something that's never there, and that builts more anger, and more and more...
What if we are doomed to care more about people that simply don't care as much for as? Ah, that is a devastating observation...and what if we have already opened our heart, like that, with no consideration for a change this time, and now we can't escape that fact?
I guess you can call it 'bad luck', huh? Well, I had my share, I can't complain....I'm all messed up...please show me the way out??
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